Resonance, yes. And...I think so, that would make sense.
[Mm.]
I don't remember anything about Morgrim myself, nor do I really remember any malakhim I may have associated with. I'm sure it will come back in time, however. Have you remembered anything else, personally?
Yeah. You remember telling me about how a bunch of people were sucked into the floor or the void or whatever? I remembered that, though it seems like it was only part of it. I was just kind of watching, but there were like, what six of 'em? And some blond kid was responsible for eating 'em or whatever. The girl with the huge hair was real upset about this for whatever reason, but blondie was saying everything was her fault or something. That's about all I got out of that.
...I believe I knew the girl you're talking about. She was younger in the other memory I have of her; it was a much calmer situation, at that. We were hunting these...piglike creatures; I was teaching her how to kill them, and how to field dress them to be sold or eaten later.
She...didn't seem very fond of the process... She figured it out eventually, though.
[but not before the poor thing got so sick. just. like. everywhere.]
I think I knew someone she was related to as well. Her sister, possibly. The resemblance was strong, at any rate.
I'm not...quite sure why she started dressing like she ran her clothes through a shredder before putting them on...
[like. she can do what she wants and he doesn't particularly care, he's just not entirely sure why she seemed to have been dressed just fine in the one memory and then in the other she's wearing, like. a third of a corset and maybe half a pair of hotpants. tits out in front of god and everyone.]
Do you...tend to have emotions attached to your memories, then? Given that you've mentioned disappointment, and fondness for Morgrim and the like. ...And not caring, I suppose, though that's more a lack thereof...
Yeah, usually. Some of 'em don't have anything at all - like the tunnels - but usually there's something, even if it's just "I really wanna fight that guy". Morgrim was real important to me, but I get the feeling she's one of only a few who was. I don't know if that's accurate or not, though.
You haven't had any feelings with your memories, though? That's kinda weird.
...I've had one where I was very upset, and I was very angry in another one. But otherwise...no, not really. I feel like I really should have reacted in some way to several of the others - in that one where we were hunting, I was certainly acting like a reasonably normal person? But there was nothing behind it.
Yeah, that seems a little off. You were acting normal, but not feeling anything... Huh. You don't usually have problems with apathy or anything like that now, right?
Yeah, I didn't think so. I guess it's possible you had trouble with that sort of thing in your past life, but maybe it's something else. You'll probably find out eventually.
[Though he doesn't think it'll be a good thing at all...]
...Some of it has been worse, some of it better. I don't seem to have been a very happy person, and I'm prepared for things to be unfortunate based on some of the things I've seen.
I haven't gotten anything terrible back yet, so I've been doing fine. I've got no idea how things'll turn out, but I'm not really expecting anything good.
[The most he knows is "really wanted to fight" and "okay with letting people get eaten by the void" so it's not a good look right now.]
Don't worry too much about me, though. I'll be fine!
[And even though he's tempted to ask... he'll leave it alone for now. If Arthur was having problems, surely he'd say something, right? Right. So it's probably fine.]
I'm likely going to anyway; I worry about things so others don't have to, after all.
[...Anyway.]
I know it doesn't look promising for the time being. But if you ever want to discuss things, you know I'll listen. Whether it turns out unfortunate or not.
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[Holy shit, look at that, he can be halfway useful.]
I was able to see things most people couldn't, but I don't know the specifics of what they were or why I could see 'em because I didn't give a shit.
[...a-at least he's honest??]
So the things I was able to see were malakhim? Like Morgrim, and whatever those little guys are.
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[Mm.]
I don't remember anything about Morgrim myself, nor do I really remember any malakhim I may have associated with. I'm sure it will come back in time, however. Have you remembered anything else, personally?
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...I believe I knew the girl you're talking about. She was younger in the other memory I have of her; it was a much calmer situation, at that. We were hunting these...piglike creatures; I was teaching her how to kill them, and how to field dress them to be sold or eaten later.
She...didn't seem very fond of the process... She figured it out eventually, though.
[but not before the poor thing got so sick. just. like. everywhere.]
I think I knew someone she was related to as well. Her sister, possibly. The resemblance was strong, at any rate.
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[As of right now he's got no earthly clue who any of those people were or why any of that was happening, but sure, why not!!]
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[So there's...that...]
...The girl we're both recalling had more controlled hair and clothes on in the other memory I have of her, for reference.
[LOOK HE JUST...NEEDED TO VERIFY THAT SHE WAS NOT ALWAYS RUNNING AROUND LIKE A REFUGEE FROM THE NEAREST NUDIST COLONY, OKAY.]
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[like. she can do what she wants and he doesn't particularly care, he's just not entirely sure why she seemed to have been dressed just fine in the one memory and then in the other she's wearing, like. a third of a corset and maybe half a pair of hotpants. tits out in front of god and everyone.]
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I'm curious what the hell happened to make her decide that was a good idea.
[But anyway...]
I'm guessing you didn't recognize any of her friends either?
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No, I didn't. I'm not certain if I should have or not.
[At least the girl with the huge hair and Celica looked similar, so there was that...]
Did you...?
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I get the feeling I was kinda disappointed but I have no idea why. Other than that, I haven't remembered anything.
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[...that's actually probably better than his past life was doing, uh.]
I don't think I was feeling much of anything at that, personally.
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[Hopefully not????]
I guess we've still got a lot to learn.
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[...]
Do you...tend to have emotions attached to your memories, then? Given that you've mentioned disappointment, and fondness for Morgrim and the like. ...And not caring, I suppose, though that's more a lack thereof...
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You haven't had any feelings with your memories, though? That's kinda weird.
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It's...strange; it doesn't seem right.
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...No, not particularly? No more than anyone else does.
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[Though he doesn't think it'll be a good thing at all...]
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So how are you holding up with the memories and stuff? None of it's been too bad, has it?
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[That doesn't answer the question, but.]
And you...?
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I haven't gotten anything terrible back yet, so I've been doing fine. I've got no idea how things'll turn out, but I'm not really expecting anything good.
[The most he knows is "really wanted to fight" and "okay with letting people get eaten by the void" so it's not a good look right now.]
Don't worry too much about me, though. I'll be fine!
[And even though he's tempted to ask... he'll leave it alone for now. If Arthur was having problems, surely he'd say something, right? Right. So it's probably fine.]
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[...Anyway.]
I know it doesn't look promising for the time being. But if you ever want to discuss things, you know I'll listen. Whether it turns out unfortunate or not.
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[...]
Or you know, if you ever want to take a cat off my hands...
[listen he can't not try to shove a cat on you, okay.]
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